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[04 Sep 2009|09:08am] |
I'd like to apologise to anyone who saw my post last night - you can probably guess by the tags that it was meant to be filtered to about two people. I had it on that filter because I was already feeling poorly and knew that it wasn't something I'd even really think about if I was in a better mood and those few people on the filter know that sometimes I say things I don't mean when I'm quite low and that wouldn't have any importance to me at all in other circumstances. I usually try very hard not to bring my health problems onto the internet but sometimes I make mistakes and let it affect my judgement, and this was one of those times.
When I'm feeling low even the tiniest things can upset me disproportionately. Usually I keep them to myself, but anyone who's ever been even peripherally involved in anything classed as "drama", whether it's a wanky drama or issues that actually need to be addressed like RaceFail on LJ knows that sometimes you have to write things down and at least pretend that someone's heard you so you can get it out of your system - holding onto things, even stupid things, makes them fester. On the whole I have nothing but respect for the people I've played with, and fleeting things that hit me at a low point don't have an affect on that.
Again, I'm sorry that I fucked up. It was never meant to be anything more than a passing observation.
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